Lervin 1st day at creative childcare

1st day attending childcare. I guess I'm more anxious than anyone. Slept at 4am+ to get everything prepared. Don't like last minute packing as will tends to forget this and that when rushing for time. Lervin sleep pretty early yesterday and wakes up at 6am. Back to sleep and wakes him up at 8am. He dont look grouchy means he has enough sleep. =)
Prepared him and out of hse at 9am. When we reach there, the kids there are singing National Athnem. Lervin is pretty shy and defensive. In his group, there's this little girl wants to sit on Lervin's chair when he gets up and he pushed her hands away. This continue for few times. The girl keeps pestering and touching Lervin and he 'siam' her everytime. Hahaha.

At around 10, they are going outdoor for walk and Lervin is very happy. Took his shoes and wants e to put on for him. The teacher is blowing bubbles and Lervin is running here and there trying to burst the bubbles. Seeing him playing so happily, I told one of the teachers that I will 'disappear' a while when they are going into the centre. Let him try to mix around with the teacher and friends. He walked happily in the centre and didnt notice that I'm not there. But when the teacher wanted to remove his shoes, he start crying looking for me. I hide myself and let the teacher handle him. Quite heartpain actually to hear him crying so badly. Eyes are swollen and red from crying. Still I insist and hearten myself not to go in... On and off he crys abit. But still ok....

I went home at 11+. At home, I keep thinking abt what Lervin is doing. So I went to pick him up at 1+. Principal told me that he is doing quite well but need sometime to adapt. She mention Lervin keep following his teacher around. Be it just a few steps away, he is following closely behind. When the teacher is out of his sight, he crys again. I suppose he feels secure and comfortable with his teacher only. Hopfully he can do better tomorrow.!